i finally went to the doctor today. a minor surgery on my fourth toe. when the doc injected the needle ke dalam my toe to numb it prior to the surgery, i immediately yelped and grasped the nurse’s arm real tight. doc said i am a drama queen *giggles* i have very very very low treshold of pain.

however, throughout the half hour surgery, i was happily chatting away with the doctor and nurse. about my plan to go shopping on friday, about pedicure, the types of shoes i can and cant wear, work etc. interestingly enough, i didnt cringe at all when i saw surgical swabs drenched with my blood. perhaps cos i couldnt feel the pain at all

now the toe’s huge no thanks to the bandage. masih berdenyut-denyut.

time like this, i wish my dad is around *sobs* cos cuma my dad je yang, without fail, will patiently layan my drama queen my-toe-pain-pain-i-wanna-cry mode, dress my wound, make sure i take my medicine etc. mum? she’ll just say that minum air putih will cure everything, banyak ingat Tuhan *pfft*

another one yang akan layan me when i’m in this state, is of course, najjib. but he’s not here in sg *sigh*

so sekarang ni…. dengan siapa boleh saya mengadu nasib??? *sniffles* kalau kaki sakit dan berdenyut, can only nangis sendiri

and doc said i cant do any jogging or strenuous exercise for 2 months until the wound heals *horror* i can imagine my thighs growing bigger by the second *gasps* tapi nasib baik my fitness consultant kata i can suspend my membership as advised by the doctor *phew* at least i tak rugi 2 bulan.

and my new pairs of red heels? *sigh* nampaknya i boleh see aje, cannot wear them yet… till march *long sigh*

damn. the medicine’s making me drowsy now. good night.